@Friday, February 5, 2010 4:56 PM / top
1) i fucked up my O levels
2) everyone thinks i'm okay
3) i am currently screwing my tertiary education up
4) everyone still thinks i'm okay
i just turned 16 and already know what it's like to have half my life screwed up so badly. well technically because it has really been screwed for 'half my life'. as i grow older, it will be 'most of my life screwed'.
5) i fucked up all my connections with friends, acquaintances included
6) why does everybody still think i'm okay
7) i am currently screwing my social life up too
8) i guess i'm acting so damn well
i just turned 16 and already know what it's like to walk down the streets all alone - nobody at all, not even my shadow. i don't know why everybody still thinks i have so many friends. because i don't.
guess this is it huh.
i'm going nowhere, but down. real hard.