hi, don't be deceived by all the lights and sounds.
*my words are dreary and i like them like that bcz this is just about the other side of life/someone has to wake up to it.
*i like boys w brown eyes and nice hair w a gorgeous smile and a heart after God's.
@Tuesday, February 23, 2010 3:44 AM / top i like reading those random, happy, nonsensical, rant-ish blog posts about everything and nothing at once, even those with bad english, and they make my day although i am in no way related to them. and they make my day because i know i will, in no way possible, never be able to write as freely as them. they make my day because i know i will, in every wrong way possible, never live my life as carefree as them. they make my day because they remind me that there's always someone that's happy in some other place on earth.
i look for too many things, i try to perfect so many things, i think just about anything. i feel like a 25-year old stuck in a 17-year old body. maybe a century old shrub actually. i don't know.
i hope my book sells. i hope inspiration won't run out. i hope i won't go broke. i hope these words won't run away. i hope i'll find him. (her?)
i also hope for waaaaaaay too much. what a sucker.